Why is it that I’m always the sacrificial lamb for your own desires and ideals but I have never tried to impose or sacrifice anything about you for my pursuit of my wishes?
Why do I have to settle for less? Why do I have to accept how things change because of you? Why can’t I be assertive and ensure that I’m not at any losing ends?
It hurts so bad..
The fact that the whole promise was a one-sided affair.
I feel like a bride where the groom was forced into his wedding suit and was puppet to walk down the aisle with me with a forced smile on his face. And next, he refused to say the vows.
It feels as thought you think of nothing whenever i cry or get mad at you because such events happen too often. And yes, that is an indication of how unhappy i am
I dont feel any love between us anymore. It feels like a chore for you to even reply messages and just chitchat with me.
Stop telling me you love me every single time when we quarrel because I really don’t feel it.
I need to think. We should live seperate lives and just be friends. Screw all love, Screw promises, Screw iloveyou forever. Screw I would never hurt you or make you cry. Screw you for coming into my life. Screw myself for thinking that you’ll make me happy
